My throat chokes and heart clenches
Breath catches and I cry
Sentiments well and emotions spill
Feelings ache and I know why
I dive in an abyss and hide
If you ever see me I'll probably lie
Its been so long since I poured my sentiments while I cried
So long since I knew why
So long since I pacified myself with lies
So long since I buried my cries
So long since I sought questions and wondered why
So long since I truthfully lied
How long will these tears cry?
How long until they dry?
How long until the misery hides?
How long until it all dies?
How long until I get laugh lines?
How long until I finally find happiness and smiles?