.:How Long?:.

My throat chokes and heart clenches

Breath catches and I cry

Sentiments well and emotions spill

Feelings ache and I know why

I dive in an abyss and hide

If you ever see me I'll probably lie

Its been so long since I poured my sentiments while I cried

So long since I knew why

So long since I pacified myself with lies

So long since I buried my cries

So long since I sought questions and wondered why

So long since I truthfully lied

How long will these tears cry?

How long until they dry?

How long until the misery hides?

How long until it all dies?

How long until I get laugh lines?

How long until I finally find happiness and smiles?